I’m still recovering….

I’ve been wandering around the city. Going to our old places. Seeing the place where we first had sushi. Where we first kissed. Where I thought that I’d propose.

I’ve also been going to our old sites. The website, that is.

I didn’t think I’d be visiting eHarmony again. I’d be lying if I said that it was easy. Going on that site feels like betraying her, even though we aren’t dating any longer. I thought about deleting my account the second she said no.

But then I realized that eHarmony brought me one of the longest relationships I’ve had. So maybe- just maybe- I will be able to go back.

Tags: adele, break up, change, eharmony, starting over, try again