Finding Out What Alan Wants
When I woke up this morning (alone), I started thinking about Alan again. Why hadn’t he joined in with Margo and I? Didn’t it look fun enough for him? Didn’t I look good enough for him? I stood in front of the mirror and pinched the fat on my hips. I turned around. I looked good enough…
So I went on the computer. I couldn’t stand it any longer. Why had he even been in the room if he wasn’t going to enjoy it? I wished I’d been uncomfortable with it, so I could at least be mad at him for liking to watch. But I was just curious, which was even worse.
After a detour to look at some new boys and girls on AdultFriendFinder (have I told you I love tattoos?), I sent him a message.
I want to see you. We need to talk about what happened. Why did you act that way?
I pressed Send. We’ll see what he writes back- assuming he doesn’t just sit in silence…
Tags: adultfriendfinder, alan, MAD, margo
March 8th, 2008 at 3:09 pm
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