Making Sure I Don’t Lose Kurt, Too
I still don’t know what will happen with James. And I don’t know when I’ll find anything out. I admit it- that scares me. So I want to make sure that I don’t make the same mistake with Kurt. I wrote a message to him today on Match.
Kurt- I had so much fun at our lunch. You have a very soulful way of looking at the world, and I love that. Would you like to have lunch again sometime? Or maybe I could find a way to have someone take care of the kids? Please let me know~K
Ugh! As soon as I put the “please” in, I began to worry that I’d made a mistake. With James I’d been too passive. But with Kurt, was I being too desperate? Did I appear clingy or needy? I guess in some ways I am, right now- I want to make sure that I don’t lose the opportunity to see him again.
March 21st, 2008 at 4:16 pm
[...] been worried about my message to Kurt ever since I sent it. I haven’t been biting my nails, but I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t thought [...]