Back On the Scene
Am at work today. Things are always quiet on a Sunday. You can hear how the sound of your footsteps falls off of the walls. Helpful, really. That’s the kind of stuff I need to know. The stuff that interests me. So sometimes I’ll stand in the hallway and listen to my footsteps. They like to echo.
As a reward for working today, I logged onto eHarmony this morning. I browsed.
It was tough to know. After my first date with Adele, part of me wants to stop. To focus on her. To focus on work. But then I can’t help but think about doing more. If I was this happy once, why couldn’t I be again? Why not keep doing this? Meet more people? Have more experiences? Why limit myself?
In a way, having a good time is a curse. It prevents you from being satisfied. Now I’m hungry. And I’m sick of being in empty hallways alone, listening to my footsteps.
March 10th, 2008 at 3:23 pm
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